Things to do today:
You'd think by now I would have learned to keep my mouth shut about alcohol. As if talking to people who drink hasn't gotten me into enough trouble in the past... *sigh* Adam = stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.
Call Emily at 12:01 to wish her Happy Birthday:-/- Lay awake half the night
- Do something stupid
- Send Emily an email at 3:30 am
- Instantly regret it
- Piss Emily off
- Nearly Ruin Emily's birthday
- Almost screw up our relationship the day before our 1 year anniversary
- Go into work early
- Continue regretting my email
- Verify that Emily's birthday/anniversary presents arrived
- Leave work at the usual time so I can leave earlier tomorrow
- Regret my email some more
- Call Emily and leave a message
- Feel bad all night and be unmotivated to do anything
- Jump through the roof when the phone rings
- Be scared out of my mind when I see it's Emily
- Finally talk to Emily on the phone
- Begin breathing again when she says she's not mad anymore
- Feel better, but still guilty
- Lay awake half the night
Go to bed early
You'd think by now I would have learned to keep my mouth shut about alcohol. As if talking to people who drink hasn't gotten me into enough trouble in the past... *sigh* Adam = stupid. Stupid stupid stupid.
